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I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything Today
Feb. 11th, 2019 08:36 amI don't feel like writing, or reading, or folding the laundry, or taking a walk, or drawing or anything really. I don't feel like writing this blog.
I just want to sit and chill. I'm not even interested in watching a program on NetFlix.
Just...just not.
To the ears of those in the West it is a silent alarm of concern. Depression? Maybe. I don't feel depressed though.
I'm not sad, worried or disconcerted. I feel slightly disappointed that we won't be going to look at apartments today, but that isn't a major disappointment. We can look next week. The weather isn't bringing me down. I loved hearing the rain on and off last night. I slept well, waking in the early morning briefly before falling back asleep.
My dreams weren't frightening nightmares, I barely remember them. Something about being blocked on social media. Not nice, but not life and death nightmare.
I just feel like doing nothing, a pause between yesterday and tomorrow, when I will be off helping my daughter and son-in-law move into their new place.
Nothing. A space. A breath. That's all.
I just want to sit and chill. I'm not even interested in watching a program on NetFlix.
Just...just not.
To the ears of those in the West it is a silent alarm of concern. Depression? Maybe. I don't feel depressed though.
I'm not sad, worried or disconcerted. I feel slightly disappointed that we won't be going to look at apartments today, but that isn't a major disappointment. We can look next week. The weather isn't bringing me down. I loved hearing the rain on and off last night. I slept well, waking in the early morning briefly before falling back asleep.
My dreams weren't frightening nightmares, I barely remember them. Something about being blocked on social media. Not nice, but not life and death nightmare.
I just feel like doing nothing, a pause between yesterday and tomorrow, when I will be off helping my daughter and son-in-law move into their new place.
Nothing. A space. A breath. That's all.
